Not Too Deep

Don’t believe in this fallacy,
It’s just my mind playing this game.
I want to forget, but I can’t let go,
Of the feelings fallen upon me.

Infatuation is a silly thing,
A drug for my desperate mind.
Still, the departure hurts me so,
And the reunion brightens my world.

Why can’t I leave it be?
Why can’t I abandon my care?
What is it about you,
That has me skipping beats?
Why do you tease me, now?
I didn’t want it like this,
But now it’s far too late.
I think I’m falling for you, now-
But, I shouldn’t go too deep.

I can sink into the pools of your eyes,
I’d like to sleep in the wrap of your arms.
Your smile has caught me weak,
And your touch has whipped my heart.

But now I think it’s gone too far,
It’s given me feelings I didn’t desire.
I don’t deserve this love and care,
You don’t deserve my worries and despair.

Every time you leave, I feel so empty and hollow,
Anytime we meet, my chin perks high with joy.
Every time a girl passes you by, I feel vicious,
Anytime you give your love, I feel needy.
It’s not right, the way my mind works.
It shouldn’t be this way,
I never expected it to happen.

Why can’t I leave it be?
Why can’t I abandon my care?
What is it about you,
That has me skipping beats?
Why do you tease me, now?
I didn’t want it like this,
But now it’s far too late.
I think I’m falling for you, now-
But, I shouldn’t go too deep.

The sadness you express has me crying.
The pain you’ve been stabbed has me dying.
And the happiness you display has me flying.
But the little interest you show only has me trying.

Goddamn these feelings,
They don’t mean a thing.
So why should I worry?
So why do I wonder?

Why can’t I leave it be?
Why can’t I abandon my care?
What is it about you,
That has me skipping beats?
Why do you tease me, now?
I didn’t want it like this,
But now it’s far too late.
I think I’m falling for you, now-
But, I shouldn’t go too deep.
No, no, not too deep.
Not now, not too deep.

Out of hand,
Falling…
Out of control,
Falling…
Just too deep, a bit too deep.




I’ve fallen.